Sisi kau, sisi aku

We went out. We had dinner. We talked. He sent me back. In his car, we talked a bit. Then it became awkwardly quiet. Then he said, 'Isn't this when we break the sexual tension and kiss?'. So I said, 'No, it's when I said it's late and you better go.'

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A white tee that  says 'Save the earth it's the only planet that has me', a folded-to-the-knee acid wash jeans. A ponytail held high it made my over the shoulders hair look short. Sitting on my study desk with my legs folded so that my knee could support my chin. In front of me, 'An introduction to Sociolinguistics' by Janet Holmes. I couldn't bring myself to read.

Decadence.

That's one word that frequently visit my lips nowadays. Like a stupid fad. Why did I fell in this state? How?

I began to lose interest in blogging as well. I miss people who use to linger around here. But that is not the reason why I am no longer interested in blogging. Rafiq said I should try something new. To which I replied, I need something that I can hold on to. Something I don't give up just because I lose interest.

Listening to: Come As You Are